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Tuesday, January 4, 2011

I'm Back :)

Wow its been awhile. So much has changed over the past few months. First of all, I'm no longer the leader of LNW. I am a lot less stressed now. Leading stopped being fun, and I gotta say, I enjoy being a member as much as I once enjoyed being the leader. Carrie is doing a fantastic job with the group so its all good.
Holidays were less than desirable. Is it selfish/rude of me to expect my loved ones to take this one time of the year to dote on me as much as I do them? Course I don't HAVE to help them out. I could get a better paying job, get my own place, etc. I'm not naive enough to think that my parents will live forever. My parents aren't anywhere near ideal health. I have this big massive fear that the minute I step away, will be the minute that something happens to them. And thats why I stay.
Right now its just past 4AM. I am playing World of Warcraft and listening to the Backstreet Boys. I'm in a guild now in WoW so its a lot more fun, since I have people to talk to. I got the guild invite from someone I met playing W101. His name is Robert. He doesn't play wiz anymore, so I'm glad that we can stay connected through WoW (and fb of course). I'm so gonna mega-blush if he reads this, but we have tons in common, and I really like him :) *sigh* if only he didn't live in Florida :(
I just finished watching Good Will Hunting and White Oleander. I hadn't seen GWH before. It was ok, but I've seen much better stuff from both Ben Affleck and Matt Damon. I have seen WO before and I still get freaked out by Michelle Pfieffer (sp?) character. And I didn't notice before, but the kid that does the comics was also in Almost Famous.
Anyway.... my guildies have begun chatting again so I best jump into the convo. L8ER.